I’m getting really fucking tired of all the mixed signals I’ve been getting. I’m probably just stressing myself out, but it’s fucking frustrating.
My mother was one of the strongest, loving, most independently beautiful people I ever known. Her spirit guided me through my darkest days although I wasn’t completely aware until I had almost taken my own life. She’s always been with me even though my heart wasn’t open to her calls back then. Now in the light, I feel her all around me..
🌾🌼 wild desert flowers and herbs that remind me of her from our home and my favorite amethysts will accompany me on my meditation tonight. Maybe I’ll see her then ♡ The rest of the evening I’ll be spending it in complete bliss as I partake in yoga and listening to music that reminds me of her. Happy birthday mommmaaaa, I miss you and love you!